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17 November 2008 @ 10:15 pm
I can't believe I get to choose classes for next semester tomorrow.  My life is flying by, and next thing I know, it will be May 2010 and I will be graduating.  I can't wait.
27 July 2008 @ 09:53 pm
I wish every day was the weekend, so it could be filled with cuddling and kisses, sleeping in and seeing my friends.  Fuck school, fuck work.

That would be so nice.
Except I love school, it is one of my favorite things.
A close second is waking up and rolling over and immediately having someone to cuddle with.  It makes waking up so much better.

I also love sun-dried tomato hummus on spinish wraps.
New favorite food.

Joe called, I need to call him back.
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Current Music: What It's Like by Everlast
25 July 2008 @ 11:51 pm
Just got back from seeing Batman AGAIN with Alli.  It was good except the theater was FREEZING COLD, and my legs are way too long for movie theater seats.  Def.  need an extra foot or so between me and the seat in front of me.  

I <3 slip 'n' slides.

And as much fun as I had today, I'm still so incredibly unhappy.

It's very tiring to pretend to be happy and outgoing when you feel the exact opposite.

I'm so over feeling like this.
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: nada.
16 July 2008 @ 08:32 pm
I hate myself.  
End of story.
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: Icky Thump by The White Stripes
15 July 2008 @ 06:50 pm
Ahhh.....calculus ends in 2 days!!!


Ahhh....and then I won't be exhausted all the time!!!

I'm going to need a celebratory sleepover. ; )
Current Mood: excitedexcited
11 July 2008 @ 08:52 pm
I'm working 10-7 tonight.  Thankfully I don't have class tomorrow morning so I can go home and sleep tomorrow morning.  I was so exhausted after working Monday night, especially because I had to go to class and then baby-sit my cousin, and I hung out with Zach afterward.  I checked my schedule and I am doing another overnight on Monday, but that is my only one for the week.

I had a calc test.  It raped me.  I took one look at it and it wasn't pretty.  I managed to finish the whole thing with reasonable answers and explanations, but it took me over two hours.  It was nice that he let the test run over because no one was finished after the hour and a half.  I think he realized how hard he made the test when no one handed it in before the time was up.  On it were limits of the sums of series that had trig functions in them, and I don't particiularly mind trig, but we had never done any trig examples in class, so when we had to prove that the series either diverged or converged, I had absolutely no idea.  

I went to sign up for my classes for next session today and I found out that my sociology class I wanted to take was full, so I could only register for an English class, which is dissapointing, so I won't finish with my gen-eds until the spring now instead of the winter.  It is also another three credits that I am missing out on, which is frustrating, because I really want to graduate college in three years.  

I need coffee.  Lots and lots of coffee.
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: Falling for You by Jem
09 July 2008 @ 12:51 pm
I love summer thundershowers.  The one right now kind of sucks, definately lacking on the thunder and lightening.  Ones at night are the best when you lose power.  

Test on Friday, not excited.  I need to make a cheat sheet and study for it, which I have yet to do.  I wanted to study last night, but cuddling was much higher on my list of priorities.  I felt bad that I was exhausted and kind of cranky.  I don't want to turn into one of those girls who bitches and complains all the time, because that definately isn't an attractive quality in someone, at least in my opinion. 

I had a fabulous dream last night. : )
I need a nap though.
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Violet Hill by Coldplay
06 July 2008 @ 10:38 pm
I need to grow a pair of balls.
Figuratively, not literally.
I hate myself.

I'm working tomorrow night 10 pm-7 am.
I'm not exactly a night person, so it will be interesting.
In fact, I'm up past when I'd normally be right now, and it is 10:40.
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: Disturbia by Rihanna
05 July 2008 @ 08:50 pm
So yesterday I deleted all of my old posts on my other livejournal from a few  years ago, and after they were all deleted, I immediately regretted it.  Reading it brought back a lot of bad memories that I have repressed, and I still feel wierd about it.  Though there was nothing overly personal in my posts, just reading it brought me back to when I was fourteen and fifteen and everything that was going on then.  I like to look back on high school and think that I really  enjoyed my time there, but truth be told, I was miserable.  From freshman year to the end of my junior year, I was completely miserable.  Looking back on my senior year, there are some unpleasant events, but really, it is the only year I really enjoyed from high school.  
I feel really bad about deleting it, and I wish I hadn't.
But there is nothing I can do about it now.

In other news, I went to my cousin's birthday party, which was alright.
Oh, and I found out I got the shift supervisor position!!!
Current Mood: moodymoody
Current Music: Stan (ft. Dido) by Eminem
I'm really glad I don't have school tomorrow.  It is nice to have a break.  I love that Chris is in my class though, it makes it so much better.  It's really cool how we all have become friends and purposely come to class early to talk.  We all have sort of bonded of being masochists and going to school over the summer.  It's also nice to meet people outside of Greek life.  I love IGU and PanHel, but it is nice to have friends outside of the Greek community too.  

Last night I was playing around with SPIRE, and I no longer have a Tuesday/Thursday schedule. : (  Now I go Tuesdays, Wednesdays AND Thursdays.  I have no idea how I will manage going to school three days a week. ; )  It is better though because I dropped Intro to Legal Studies.  According to some IGU's and ratemyprofessors.com, the teacher sucked and it was a ton of work.  I also don't need the gen-eds, because I am getting it from other classes.  Anyway, why work hard for a class I don't need?  So out with Legal 250 and in with Education 524.  It is a requirement for the education minor.  It is The Work of The Middle and High School Teacher.  It sounds moderately interesting, so it shouldn't be that bad, and anyway, it is only on Wednesdays.  My schedule is a little more balanced because on Tuesdays I was going to have class from 9:30-6:30 and the longest break I would have is 15 minutes, and now there is an hour and a half I have free to eat and relax before Tutoring In Schools.  So here is the run-down of my classes:

Math 233-Multivariable Calculus
Math 235-Linear Algebra
CompSci 121-Problem Solving With Computers
Educ 497 I- Tutoring In Schools
Educ 524- Work of the Middle and High School Teacher

It comes to 16 credits.  Last year I took a total of 35 credits, and this summer I am taking 10.  I also found out that if I submit my 4 I got on the AP US History test, I will get 6 credits and it will fill my history gen-ed.  So, by August I will have recieved 51 credits.  I need 120 to graduate, so I am debating taking 19 credits next semester and adding another class.  I think it will be too much though because I also have to work, at least 15 hours a week, really.  I am assistant scholarship chair next year for IGU, so I will have to be around to supervise pledge study hours, which I can do my homework during, and I also want to make time to exercise and see my favorite Northfield resident.  Oh yeah, and I enjoy my beauty sleep too.  
Maybe 16 credits is enough.  

Oh, and I got overnight shifts next week.
Monday night 10 pm-7 am
Same on Friday night.  
18 hours, plus I am scheduled for Sunday (which is time and a half), but I don't know for how many hours, probably 5.
So approximately 25.5 hours paid hours. 
Not bad.

I have to work tomorrow at 1.  

Current Location: my bedroom
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Handlebars by Flobots